Often times I am weak, so thank you for giving me the strength and courage to wake up every morning to face a new day and for always blessing me even if I don't deserve them at times. Thank you, God.
AMEN.
Seeing the news today and twitter updates really shocked me. Japan is in terribly ruins right now and I can't imagine how the people there might be feeling. It's a difficult time for everyone and I really pray for their safety. Actually, for all the world's safety. I don't understand what's happening anymore to our world, but we must not lose our faith in God. He's more powerful than any tsunami or earthquake. Let's be strong and be alert at all times for what we can do in times like these.
They said we also have to be cautious here in the Philippines, because we are still on alert, but I'm hoping things will pass and that all countries on alert will also surpass this. May a miracle help us.
Incase of emergency make sure you have a huge supply of food, water and candles. You never know when it might come in handy, so always be prepared.
God Bless, everyone!
x A.F.A.
In all honesty, while watching the news last night I felt nothing for Rolando Mendoza. All I ever cared about was seeing the hostages alive. But after reading the Facebook note from Ms. Ana's blog, I came to realize that I feel sorry and sad for Mendoza. We have no idea what he's been through in the past months. What his thoughts are, not getting any benefits from his former job must have drove him crazy. He has a family too and we just don't understand all the burden he must have carried in his heart for so long. I don't know about you, guys, but for me personally, seeing your family suffer could trigger so many things and I guess that's what made him result to this. We also don't know how justice works here. It can be prejudice. Maybe he wanted a fair trial with what was being blamed on him, but was not granted to him. I'm not saying what he did was right. We all know the heavy casualty he has left us to deal with, but I'm just pointing out that he is human.
I believe the SWAT, PNP, and media handled the situation very poorly. One of the survivors said Mendoza was nice and the thing that outraged him was seeing his family being dragged into the situation. I mean, why would you do such a thing? And as journalists and in our present technology now, have they no clue that tourists bus like that have TELEVISION and all they did was report bit by bit what was happening. Very poor, indeed.
So, I hope everyone learned a lesson from all this. Especially the PNP and Media. You guys have to work on your skills and tactics MORE.
I guess you all have heard what CNN and other international news have dubbed our country as. We may be the "worst" for them, but I believe we can still rise up from this rut and tomorrow will always be brighter. Venus Raj just proved that. Lets just pray for peace and know that this too shall pass.
For the hostages that had to end their lives senselessly and Rolando Mendoza, may you all Rest In PEACE.
Whenever I feel like life's getting a bit too tough on me or I'm just having a bad day, I often seek comfort through what Facebook's application calls, "MESSAGE FROM GOD." Along side praying, this helps me surpass any negative thoughts. It's as if God himself is talking to me and comforting me in any form he can.
Like last week. I received a really bad comment from this girl who clearly doesn't know anything about me. After giving her my side, I told myself I would ignore her. She's obviously miserable with herself and wants to drag people along with her. So instead of adding more to the argument, I just backed down and will just leave her to God. I really hope she changes and understands that posting uncalled for comments won't do anyone any good. What she posted really hurts but I thank God for giving me family and friends who always defends my honor.
Come what may I never lose my faith in God. Whether that incident really hurt me, I avoid blaming it on God nor do I lose hope. I know he has his reasons and his plans are way beyond what we imagine.
Hi, guys! Sorry If I haven't been blog hopping as frequently as before. Its really hard to since I'm just using my PC and its quite slow, so please bear with me if I only get to blog hop once in awhile. I hope you'll still visit me.:) I'll try my very best to make it up! Thank you!
Anyway, for my update. I really think these things are cute. I love the ones with the cherry and daisy on top of their heads. They're called Spider Baby Boom and I love how they turned the usual ugly looking spiders into really colorful and cute ones. I hope that I can have the CHEERYBOOM, BIINGABOOM and DAISYBOOM. That reminds me, its almost Valentines day and maybe someone out there would be sweet enough to get me one box of Baby Boom spiders. *WinkWink*..=P Hahaha. 6 more days! Should I be excited or not?:) We'll see!
God was extra good to me today. I don't want to say way because it is just between me and him. Thank you so much, God. What you did meant the world ( in my case that is) Thank you. I am so amazed that all I can utter is thank you. Thank you for the remaining good people in this world. I hope that a lot of us can be like them and may more blessings be sh0wered to those who help without asking for anything in return.
Anyway, for my update. I really think these things are cute. I love the ones with the cherry and daisy on top of their heads. They're called Spider Baby Boom and I love how they turned the usual ugly looking spiders into really colorful and cute ones. I hope that I can have the CHEERYBOOM, BIINGABOOM and DAISYBOOM. That reminds me, its almost Valentines day and maybe someone out there would be sweet enough to get me one box of Baby Boom spiders. *WinkWink*..=P Hahaha. 6 more days! Should I be excited or not?:) We'll see!God was extra good to me today. I don't want to say way because it is just between me and him. Thank you so much, God. What you did meant the world ( in my case that is) Thank you. I am so amazed that all I can utter is thank you. Thank you for the remaining good people in this world. I hope that a lot of us can be like them and may more blessings be sh0wered to those who help without asking for anything in return.
*Are you excited for V-day?:) Do you have plans?
*What's your favorite thing right now?:)
*And did God do something for you that you will never forget?:)
It's 6:22 AM on my computer clock and I have not snoozed even for just a bit. I find it difficult to get enough sleep these past few days and I can't seem to tire myself through out the whole day and it frustrates me that, I'm not getting the proper rest that, I should. I feel bad because I know how much my baby and I need it, but I can't do anything.
Whenever I would lie on my bed, close my eyes and try my hardest to sleep, my mind simply drifts off to thinking, questioning and my night turns to sadness once more. Maybe because, the heavy feeling in my heart just won't go away. I wish it would. I wish I could wake up one morning and say, "I'm completely happy today and nothing can bother me." But of course, I'm far from being alright.
It's hard when you have nothing else to do at home. Makes you think more of the problem you have rather than relax you. I really want these feeling to go away. How I want them to be out of my system.
I want to be happy not for me alone, but for the baby. I don't want to give it bad vibes nor burden it with what, I'm going through. I want to be alright FOR him.
On the upside. I'm really glad I have him. He's the only one right now that's giving me strength and reason to life. I'm going to do everything to care of him. I love him so much and it's now that, I agree with everyone when they tell me, he's a blessing. I thank God so much for him and I hope that HE will always keep him safe.
I hope everything would be better soon.
Goodmorning, everyone.
Whenever I would lie on my bed, close my eyes and try my hardest to sleep, my mind simply drifts off to thinking, questioning and my night turns to sadness once more. Maybe because, the heavy feeling in my heart just won't go away. I wish it would. I wish I could wake up one morning and say, "I'm completely happy today and nothing can bother me." But of course, I'm far from being alright.
It's hard when you have nothing else to do at home. Makes you think more of the problem you have rather than relax you. I really want these feeling to go away. How I want them to be out of my system.
I want to be happy not for me alone, but for the baby. I don't want to give it bad vibes nor burden it with what, I'm going through. I want to be alright FOR him.
On the upside. I'm really glad I have him. He's the only one right now that's giving me strength and reason to life. I'm going to do everything to care of him. I love him so much and it's now that, I agree with everyone when they tell me, he's a blessing. I thank God so much for him and I hope that HE will always keep him safe.
I hope everything would be better soon.
Goodmorning, everyone.
x0x0Aa
Right now, I don't exactly know how I should treat you. A blessing or a burden? Some may say automatically you are a blessing, but I hope they won't take it against me if, I can't feel that as of now. I do, but not as much. A lot of things are going on my mind and when they right time comes that you come, for sure, you will be a blessing to me.
I'm really scared with the people around me who know about this. Especially the ones I don't know if I can trust because they knew before I could even blurt out a word, but I'm also thankful to the ones I have told and I fully trust them on this. They are my true confidant on this and I am blessed to have them with me. Though at times, I can't help but feel scared with the people whom I told this secret as well. I just hope so badly that the people who know keeps quiet about this until it's finally alright to say something. Right now all I can do is hope and pray to God to make me strong and make it through everyday.
Again, I'm very lucky to have Gersh on this. Someone who is supportive and would never leave me.
Thank God for honest and trust worthy people. My friends. ( You know who you guys are..=) Thank you very much.)
I'm really scared with the people around me who know about this. Especially the ones I don't know if I can trust because they knew before I could even blurt out a word, but I'm also thankful to the ones I have told and I fully trust them on this. They are my true confidant on this and I am blessed to have them with me. Though at times, I can't help but feel scared with the people whom I told this secret as well. I just hope so badly that the people who know keeps quiet about this until it's finally alright to say something. Right now all I can do is hope and pray to God to make me strong and make it through everyday.
Again, I'm very lucky to have Gersh on this. Someone who is supportive and would never leave me.
Thank God for honest and trust worthy people. My friends. ( You know who you guys are..=) Thank you very much.)
x0x0~Aa
