And every night I miss you

by - January 20, 2008

I can be so inconsiderate at times. I depend on his attention too much and knowing he has a heavy thing going on his mind I should not be adding to the load. I am soo bad to even ask for it.

I don't know what to think these past few days. Am I right to think he's starting to forget me, not listen to me or is it wrong to even assume that?

I got so use to his ways of not letting a day pass without sending me tons and tons of messages. Now, I can only hear my cellphone beep twice or thrice an hour. That might sound hysterical of me to be demanding more messages in an hour, but you don't know him like I do. He can flood my inbox in a day and I the same with him.

I miss him so much that's all and It feels empty when I don't hear from him. I know he loves me very much and nothing has changed when it comes to that. May be, me missing him so much is making me think a lot and as the days past it adds more.

January 20- We were suppose to go out today and I waited so much this since last week and it didn't end up the way I pictured it. Our day together ended up staying in our own home and getting upset. This week is just too much for me to handle.

I'm sorry, Love I really need my time with you. I'm not use to this arrangement and I'm sorry if I'm being selfish I'll try harder not to be. I love you.


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