My life can never get any closer to perfect, but having a boyfriend who loves you to bits, me loving him back and a bundle of joy who takes practically my whole day is a feeling of absolute fulfillment even though it can't be the way I want it or even pefect because the make it seem like it already is.

Being a full time mother to a 11 day old baby and a full time girlfriend to his father cannot describe the effort I have to pull to make sure, I give equal attention to both. Don't get me wrong though, I'm not complaining. I love it actually. I get two men in my life instead of one. Now, ain't that a thrill? Hehe. Kidding aside, I'm fortunate to have them, they gave me more purpose and meaning to my everyday. It's unbearable to imagine life without them.

I am so pre-occupied with my days that I cannot even finish a blog entry without having to pause for at least an hour because the baby needs to be fed, his diaper changed or needs a bath. A mother has her work totally cut out for her. It's a 24/7 occupation that gives you a 2-3 hour sleep gap, a 30 minute shower and a 20 minute meal time. The load is super heavy, but the joy he gives me is rewarding. When I see him looking at me, when he sleeps so peacfully and I can't wait for the time he can finally say, "Mommy!" He is my forever angel. The love of my life.

Sorry, I haven't been updating. I've got my hands tied up for the mean time, but when I get the chance I'll blog as often as I can. For now, This is a little update on what's been going on with me. Till next time! Ciao!